Anymore

by Anna Preston

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a song I wrote in 2019 about longing and the ups and downs of my mental health

lyrics

Distance makes the heart grow fonder
And you know how fond my heart can be
The part of me that’s holding out longer
Is ruining every part of me

You mess around it gets me sadder
Even though you don’t mean it that way
At this point I would so much rather
Block it out and throw my whole heart away

Oh I wanna murder the part of me that wants you at by door
I forget that I don’t kill myself anymore

Every time I ask for signals
The universe spells out your name
And it’s not hard just being single
It’s all the hating myself cause I’m to blame

I want you more than words can express
Maybe I just don’t know what to say
I try to love you a little less
But this part of me doesn’t like to be betrayed

Oh I think I’ll survive this chapter of me
Cause you said that I was strong and someday
My world could be a good place to be

You deserve the best
I just wish your best was me
I’ve tried to digress
But something won’t let me free
You loved me once
I bet you could love me again
Cause baby it’s haunting to think
Of the one who called me their best friend

credits

released November 4, 2022
Bass and Mastering: Beckett Martin
Album artwork: Sadie Bates (edited by me)
Writing, recording, mixing, etc: Anna Preston

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Anna Preston Seattle, Washington

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